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AND I’M NOT SURE WHICH ROAD TO TAKE.. AND I’M STUCK BETWEEN BEING YOUR FRIEND AND YOUR LOVERR.. - right now i’m lost.. i wanted you to step up like this so long ago.. and i waited.. but you never did. and now as you stand in front of me. asking me that question.. it makes me HAPPY knowing that you came back around. but it took you so long.. and i don’t know if i can do it again… i miss you.. but i don’t know if i’m strong enough to endure this.. IF I SAID THAT I CAN’T GO ON.. it only hurts us more.. but i feel like it’s gonna hurt me more than it will hurt you. IF I SAID THAT I WANT THIS TO HAPPEN.. it’s only a risk that i can take or regret. GOSH it’s so hard.. and i don’t know what to do.. they say for me to not take what everyone is viewing.. but take what i’m feeling.. and i’m feeling like i want this to happen.. but i don’t want to waste my time.. well is this going to end up with me wasting my time? CAUSE I DON’T KNOW.. I DON’T KNOW.. REALLY.. -and it kills me knowing that, i still think of you.. and it’s killing me that i spent everything with you.. and it’s killing me cause you’re basically thee first. i need alot of time.. and space to think this through.. i have to do it for me. no one else. so sorry love, if it doesn’t turn out so well.. but if it does.. please follow through with your promise. :) - LOVE YOU SECRETLY BEHIND THE LIES … .
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